Tuesday 24 March 2020

Poem choice

Lady Lazarus 

                    Rose after death
I have done it again.   
One year in every ten   
I manage it——
                                   Does not know how
A sort of walking miracle, my skin   
Bright as a Nazi lampshade,   
My right foot.             Nazi interrogation lampshade?

A paperweight,
My face a featureless, fine   
Jew linen.

Peel off the napkin   
O my enemy.   
Do I terrify?——       Leaves a question hanging

The nose, the eye pits, the full set of teeth?   
The sour breath.         Grim imagery/ ominous/ unfeeling
Will vanish in a day.

Soon, soon the flesh
The grave cave ate will be   
At home on me

And I a smiling woman.   
I am only thirty.          To young to die/ Author died at this age/ connotation of suicide
And like the cat I have nine times to die.
                                    Cat is a preditor 
                                        Nazis used to portray themselves as cats and the Jews as mice
                                                                      Cat and mouse
This is Number Three.   
What a trash
To annihilate each decade.

What a million filaments.   
The peanut-crunching crowd      Oblivious German citizens
Shoves in to see

Them unwrap me hand and foot——
The big strip tease.   
Gentlemen, ladies

These are my hands   
My knees.
I may be skin and bone,
                                     Concentration camps

Nevertheless, I am the same, identical woman.   
The first time it happened I was ten.   
It was an accident.

The second time I meant
To last it out and not come back at all.   
I rocked shut

As a seashell.
They had to call and call
And pick the worms off me like sticky pearls.

Dying
Is an art, like everything else.   
I do it exceptionally well.

I do it so it feels like hell.   
I do it so it feels real.
I guess you could say I’ve a call.

It’s easy enough to do it in a cell.
It’s easy enough to do it and stay put.   
It’s the theatrical

Comeback in broad day
To the same place, the same face, the same brute   
Amused shout:

‘A miracle!’
That knocks me out.   
There is a charge

For the eyeing of my scars, there is a charge   
For the hearing of my heart——
It really goes
            Surprised, it shouldn’t work with all its gone through
And there is a charge, a very large charge   
For a word or a touch   
Or a bit of blood

Or a piece of my hair or my clothes.   
So, so, Herr Doktor.   
So, Herr Enemy.

I am your opus,
I am your valuable,   
The pure gold baby
                       Doctors profiting from them
That melts to a shriek.   
I turn and burn.
Do not think I underestimate your great concern.
               Euthanised/ concentration camp
Ash, ash—
You poke and stir.
Flesh, bone, there is nothing there——

A cake of soap,   
A wedding ring,   
A gold filling.  
               The only items left
Herr God, Herr Lucifer   
Beware
Beware.

Out of the ash
I rise with my red hair   
And I eat men like air.
                Revenge/ vengeance
                 Phoenix rising from the ashes

 I don’t know how I would visualise this whilst being respectful. 
  • Maybe a Phoenix rising from the ashes
  • Small details In the ashes, such as the ring/ gold filling
  • Cat and mouse imagery- maybe cat and bird? And the bird turns into a Phoenix ?

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